Chasing Illusion
You are my addiction To escape nothingness
You got me higher than ever Then left my life a mess
You slowly drain me of life Then you quicken the pace
Taking my spirit inside your soul Took me to heaven to show me your grace
But you tricked me into thinking you could show me the light
As you led me into the dark
Didn’t know I’d end up being down and strung out
As my world slowly fell apart
A veil of deceit , scarring my mind Lost in delusion
Your shroud of lies keeps me blind Chasing Illusions
Your poison coursed through my veins Leaving confusion
Addiction leaves a pain that never fades Chasing Illusions
Living now surreal looking through different eyes
My grip on life starts to slip as only you get me high
Cruising at the speed of light until I hit the ground
Turbulence shook us in the clouds separated on the way down
I was mystified and helpless as you lured me in
Captured within your glance
The coldness behind your eyes you kept hidden
Until revealing your slight of hand
A veil of deceit , scarring my mind Lost in delusion
Your shroud of lies keeps me blind Chasing Illusions
Your poison coursed through my veins Leaving confusion
Addiction leaves a pain that never fades Chasing Illusions
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You got me hypnotized I am lost in your spell
No control of what’s happenning Pulling me down into your hell
Hiding your true nature You had me mesmerized
Forever in control of my will Manipulating my spirit to rise
But you tricked me into thinking you could show me the light
As you led me into the dark
Didn’t know I’d end up being down and strung out
As my world has fallen apart
A veil of deceit , scarring my mind Lost in delusion
Your shroud of lies keeps me blind Chasing Illusions
Your poison coursed through my veins Leaving confusion
Addiction leaves a pain that never fades Chasing Illusions

Xaryan Light
There’s always something That just isn’t right
Before the mourning It’s always night
A star in the distance Surrounded by moons
Intertwines meanings Perceptions of truth
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Textures and Textiles Continents divide
Thousands of miles Bring you closer inside
The need to make you Who I want you to be
Without destroying Your individuality
Where are you from And where you will go
If you look within Truth you will know
Illusions concealed Blinded by sight
Seldom revealed Xaryan Light
I’m sorry what happenned Though fault isn’t just mine
Years of co-existense Unraveling the bind
One fleeting moment In endless time
Lost in a daydream Clouding of my mind
Where are you from And where you will go
If you look within Truth you will know
Illusions concealed Blinded by sight
Seldom revealed Xaryan Light
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Where are you from And where you will go
If you look within Truth you will know
Illusions concealed (Never seen before)
Blinded by sight (Never seen again)
Seldom revealed (Every night)
Xaryan Light (Xaryan light)
Never seen before (Illusions concealed)
Never seen again (Blinded by sight)
Every night (Seldom revealed)
Xaryan light (Xaryan Light)

Sick
Sick of your truths
Sick of your lies
Sick of your ways
Sick of your sight
Sick
Self contempt you’ve had all the time
Your head is full with no piece of mind
Low your esteem hidden will surface
Dispense your feelings deflecting all your hate
Go ahead let it out on me
I know you need to feel some relief
It’s easier to hide knocking others down
You never have to face your problems now
Sick
What your thinking about yourself
You just transfer onto someone else
Blockout all the problems inside
Dish it out to others to boost your pride
Your self image has worsened over time
Your head is full with no piece of mind
Your low esteem rises to the surface
Unleash your hate to send your pain away
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Go ahead let it out on me
I know you need to feel some relief
It’s easier to hide knocking others down
You never have to face your problems now
Sick
Sick of your truths
Sick of your lies
Sick of your ways
Sick of your sight
Sick
What your thinking about yourself
You just transfer onto someone else
Blockout all the problems inside
Dish it out to others to boost your pride
Self contempt you’ve had all the time
Your head is full with no piece of mind
Your low esteem rises to the surface
Unleash your hate to send your pain away
Go ahead let it out on me
I know you need to feel some relief
It’s easier to hide knocking others down
You never have to face your problems now
Sick

Road to Recovery
Life was good for a long while
But things changed and gone was my smile
I was riding high when I took the fall
Didn’t see it coming, coming at all
I hit real hard and made a big mess
My life was pain and helplessness
Lying around all broken and bent
It would take some time for my being to mend
On the road to recovery
The world moved forward but not for me
On the road to recovery
Looking for my pain to cease
So the work begins on the long road ahead
Got to get back in shape to start over again
Found out who’s real through help from my friends
Gonna make the change to get on the mend
On the road to recovery
The world moved forward but not for me
On the road to recovery
Looking for my pain to cease
Working through the down time i’m focused, won’t stop
So it won’t be long till i’m back on top
Gotta pick yourself up you can never give in
Through life’s battles you lose to win
On the road to recovery
The world moved forward but not for me
On the road to recovery
Looking for my pain to cease

Beyond My Eyes
Grinded down day after day
Humanity is slipping away
Need to tune out of the grey
Going inward might be the way
The whole picture come into focus
Exposing the wounds I have made
Loosing myself inside myself
Dropping down to the soul I’ve betrayed
Free of body out of mind
Search for meaning or some sign
Will I return or will I rise
What’s the path beyond my eyes
Searching adrift in a world unreal
Empty feeling with an essense concealed
Where to go to find the way
To find myself in the shadow I play
Grains of time pass through a hole
Eternal quest of the soul
My horizon view is blind
No vision to guide my rise
Blind to the true reality
Ignorant of the nature within
Real life hallucination
Hides the world beyond within
Catch the air smoke the sky
Ride the tide learn to fly
Open the shutters of the whole
Infinte answers replenish the soul
Free of body out of mind
Search for meaning or some sign
Will I return or will I rise
What’s the path beyond my eyes
Setting a course in a world unreal
Rising spirit with power revealed
A dose of self showed me the way
My true nature is now portrayed
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Grains of time pass through a hole
Eternal quest of the soul
Knowing what is behind my eyes
My horizon starts to rise
Rise Rise Rise